I am so Happy


It has been about 6 months, at times I wanted to give up and not swim upstream. I was told years back, “James. one day you will have to trust the process”. Once again, I have learned the process in a new way. Lesson Learned. The cabin has been moved and I am feeling successful. […]

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Good Orderly Direction


Simple … just a simple yes or no will be fine.   One Saturday evening, I walked down to Times Square as it bustled with tourists and others doing holiday shopping. It is estimated that at rush hour, nearly a quarter of a million people pass through that area. As I stood there, I prayed […]

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Thirty Years ago today


  in 1984 I was afraid and just knew the world was coming to an end soon. per the movie “Logan’s Run” I knew I needed renewal. ghost in the machine was in my tape player and on my turntable. as I reflected on my past I felt as though I was a failed man, […]

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My Position


There are goals, there are dreams. I have them both. For a time I have taken leave but not let go. Looking into options and seeking direction of my higher power. Happy Fathers Day to all of my friends who are dad’s … I am so proud of my children.

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Learning to Love


Today I am learning to love. To get out of myself and into action helping another person helps not only them but myself as well. Why am I such a hard learner? Why does it take so long to let down the walls and let another person in? Tough. I am learning though, slowly but […]

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